serious questions

This year is SPM year.
It's my BIG year.
Half a year has passed,
Now it's about time to ask myself,
Some serious questions...


What have a done for myself for the last 6 months?

Has my academic performance improved much?

Base on my present academic performance,
Will i really be able to survive SPM with a decent scholarship?

Looking back, and seeing the current situation,
Have i really wasted too much time on you?

Is it really worth it in the first place,
sacrificing everything for you?

Am i a fool?

And lastly,
Am i able to master all subjects before SPM?


At least this one question is for me to answer myself~